It is just damn
To choose between family and my dream,,my ideal.. one of the elder in my big family said "jangan cari kerja di tempat jauh, kasian ortumu dirumah ga ada yg bantuin. Mburu uang ga usah sampe dibelain jauh jauh". What? It is not about money, it's about dream and satisfaction. Am i not allowed to have my self-satisfaction? I do love my parents, so much. But i also want to fulfill my dream. I wonder, Why do i have to be given such choices.. i mean, i know i'm the oldest son,,but i see that they (many first son in the other family) do not face this kind of situation. But me? To work outside? It's just another daydream for me. You know daydream right? I mean you just imagine it and stop,,whoosshaa,,nothing happens. And yes here i am, just waving my hands to a door called dream. Ps: reader, dont even dare to judge what i said with your hypocrite mind. Unless you really want me to say "go fuck yourself, you bloody moron" posted from Bloggeroid