Coffee Cup

Seminggu lalu pas tanggal 3 maret 2012, pukul 5.15 PM saya ngerencanain buat berangkat dari markas (kos.red) di daerah Lidah Wetan - Surabaya ke gresik, tepatnya kearah kota. saya ngambil jalur citraland - babat jerawat - Gelora Bung Tomo yang ternyata macetnya setengah mati!! and ujung2nya nyampe di gresik jam 7.30 PM...!!! gosh! Hal ini ga lain ga bukan karena keteledoran saya yang lupa bahwa waktu itu ada pertandingan persebaya vs arema indonesia di stadion Gelora Bung Tomo (well cukup kaget karena akhirnya tu gedung akhirnya kepake juga,,,mbangun mahal2, make jarang2 alasane birokrasi,,,bah jembek sama birokrasi). bisa dibayangin bejibunnya bonek2 mania pada pulang ngerayain kemenangan sambil sorak sorai, apalagi lawannya arema,,  Lantas, apa itu yang bikin macet? oh tidak bisa... mereka juga punya hak buat make jalan... lantas yang bikin macet apaan? jawabannya cuma 1 JALANNYA SEMPIT, CUMA 2 METER!! Lho kok gitu? ya emang... ga fair banget kalo nyalahin bo...

If I lose any more than this, will my heart be forgiven How much pain before I can see you again One more time, please don't change the season One more time to the time when we fool around When our path cross each other, I am always the first to turn Making me indulge more in my selfish way One more chance tripped by memories One more chance we cannot choose our next place

source through the act of living itself sadness piles up here and there whether in the wet laundry hung to dry in the cloudy day the single helmet on the bike or the history logs on the mobile Ima demo watashi wa mada anata o suki

source i saw a dream for two days in a row.. the similar one.. it was so clear to me..as a gift to understand the crack and dirt on me.. the dust that possibly waken up the allergic of yours.. and finally drove you away.. say.. i am pretty blind right? needing a season passed needing a dream showed in a row even though the clues scattered all around me.. maybe it is true that i am just an airhead guy..