Shiawasena yume

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i saw a dream for two days in a row.. the similar one..
it was so clear to me..as a gift to understand the crack and dirt on me..
the dust that possibly waken up the allergic of yours..
and finally drove you away..

say.. i am pretty blind right?
needing a season passed
needing a dream showed in a row
even though the clues scattered all around me..
maybe it is true that i am just an airhead guy..


that night, the image of you in those dream..
i still remember.. it pictured really well in my head..
your ponytail hair..
the jumper jacket..
your bleached blue sky jeans..
even your bag...the red colorful bag with the R brand...

then faithfully you ask me to go..
i came to you.. i am so happy to see you that time..
we talk lively there..
until you ask me again to come with you..
to go somewhere that only you who know where it is..
and what i have that time is only a doubt..
a sinful hesitation with my own feeling.. silly me...
repeating another stupidity and idiocy...
neither in the real world nor in a dream..

say,, have you ever have a dream like that?
have you ever have a dream of me after the distant?
i hope not,,, don't ever,,
for the sake of happiness that you have found..
you better not...

that dream.. although it is just a less-half day dream..
it is more than enough for me...
to talk lively with you again..
to have a topic to discuss together...
to have you accompany me..
i'm happy.. 
Watashi wa ureshiku omoimasu..
Hontou Ni ureshii